Well, I see it's been almost a year since I've been on here. I just had an amazing 4 DAYS with my wonderful husband and it made me once again want to write down my thoughts and feelings.
I still wonder every day how I get to spend my life with him. I've never been the girl that needs a lot of fuss made about me but he tells me several times a day how beautiful I am and how much he loves me. We met an older lady yesterday and we both noticed how she stopped and smiled with every mention of her husband. She spoke so highly of him and I could just see that being us in 30 years. We have a love I didn't even know existed. I know so many people that have been married years and years but haven't experienced one day of the kind of love we have. I am more thankful for our love and marriage than I could ever express. When Buddy wakes up from a dead sleep the first thing he does is look for me and say "baby I love you so much, you're my everything". He is just so precious to me and he makes me want to be a better wife and a better person.
Doing things for my husband shouldn't be a job or a burden, it's what God created me to do! It's an amazing feeling to see God's big plan for my life so clearly when for so long I had no idea what was in store. God designed Buddy just for me and me just for him. I was made to be his wife, his safe place, his helper....and there is nothing I'd rather be.
